live in harmony, i tot is very easy, but i m wrong

couldnt believe one can hate a person for a long time, alto d person keep approaching, anything dendam lama say out loud, bt end up........not tired meh? N to create harmony needs 2 parties, a party initiate n another party jz dont bother is useless, regardless how much effort one party gives.

game over?

I am a simple person with simple need. Live harmoneous, tat's all. I do admit lots of improvement, but a slight change in a "Timing syarat" which is rejected can change everything. I make too much demand? With same momentum i tot it is of right track for kebaikan bersama bt i m expecting kucing bertanduk? To b fair, I m ready to fulfill any syarat too.regardless of wat happen tomorrow, hidup hanya sementara, entah esok lusa, i ll never forget to say thank u for d improvement, sincerely, swearly.

In d end, i m being judged from a 2 hour interview performance instead of wat i tolerate, compromise things tat contributely silently without even a single rungutan, menunjuk2(not even d intention). God knows bt wat is d use now?

All d predictions tat i will face a lot of problems including being kicked out in my academic life is getting closer n closer.

Tuhan, batalkan niat yg bersifat kepentingan peribadi

Jika apa yang saya lakukan ialah demi kepentingan peribadi/individu, Tuhan, tolong batalkan segala usahaku dan berharap bahawa ianya menemui kegagalan.

kebaikan sejagat

Demi Tuhan, if my intention is telus, ikhlas, sincere n for kebaikan sejagat(not jz for myself), i hope Tuhan will help me in my journey.

irony to my previous post

There r somethings b4 exam, like a pleasant good luck wishes, there r thing which is best suited after exam like any celebrations, any bad news, any distraction, any maki hamun, any mencari pasal. I dont mind having tat, jz tat after exam. I can settle anything n everything after tat. It is good for any1 too, not jz me

如何才能不与人计较?

有人问： 如何才能不与人计较?

证严上人的回答： 真正自爱的人, 是不会与人计较的。自爱不是私爱, 而是没有自私的爱; 若能自爱, 相对的也能对他人尊重。如同天秤的两头, 一头下垂, 另一头就上提。你若与人斤斤计较, 人格就会低落; 你若谦恭低下, 人格就会升华。
然而只有强忍是不够的, 还要吞忍下去, 再把它化解到什么都没有为止。如果一再计较, 只会徒增是非烦恼而已。所以要内修谦虚── 将心扩大, 人人都能包容; 外修礼仪── 将己缩小, 钻入人人的心。
所谓「公修公得, 婆修婆得, 不修不得」, 若别人以坏声色待你, 不要与他计较, 而应用心自我反省── 自己是那一点做不好, 而令别人有所不满? 找出症结后力求改进, 直到令人见了就欢喜。

True friends

True friends r those who being transparent n honest. At least i know they wont simpan dendam/ talk bad about u. Anything is voiced out in meja rundingan meja bulat, meja muafakat meja perpaduan. Every1 is willing to listen n tolerate/ accept each other, without any insult bcaz v r not comparing who is better than who, where no1 wins.