sem 1 result released n analysis

Overall congrats to all Bathonians n Mancunians on almost similar result release date. My 3 Bathonians brothers n 3 sisters passed as expected, which luckily i pass s well.

I dont really ask their result but I know a couple of bathonians having result not as expected, from my 6th sense of prediction. I really hope tat if he/she needs help beyond academic, bcaz i really dont want my 3 brothers n sisters having other problems affecting their study, like wat i m having, which is not a pleasant journey. I glad tat I helped out a person but I want to help my other brothers n sisters too, not focusing my energy on a single person. Mayb i m younger than d rest, so i have a more naive mentality(haha)

I myself have set an academic standard too low for my 3 Bathonians brothers n 3 sisters tat i myself r in danger. I promised my 3 Bathonians brothers tat i m staying with them n I dont want I end up being sent back to USM or any IPTA, which i can go back every month from Penang, while they r paying for my rent.

I admit not being a academic person bcaz:
1. I m borned hyperactive in kidnergarden n I cannot sit still to study. U dont expect me to carry notes,

walking around studying, I have motion sickness bcaz I cant even read inside a car/bus, wateva.

2. I only really start studying in my life on Form 4 n really Form 5. After SPM, I didnt touched book for 7 months, at least others got read novel, internet thingy(i know i only have dial-up n tat time my KFC dont have wifi yet). And A-level, last min, unlike my constant studying I do in SPM.

I have flashback on things, which is accurate. I flashback (jz like Chuck, a series) tat when i take a travellator in airport b4 we fly, alto i nvr take a flight in my life, not even in baby. I cannot sleep well then it means something bad will happen 2molo, which is ALWAYS true(n i m facing tat kinda incident w/o a good sleep n make thing more worse)

I got a major flashback tat really stick to my mind:

"I will be successful in life, no doubt. But I may not be successful in my academic life. "

So wat is this? I dont wanna screw up my academic life. Then, who is helping my 3 brothers paying the rent? I want to graduate in Bath bcaz i wanna prove my flashback in d 2nd part, wrong.

My result is passed but a critical, dangerous, wind blow, i will drop.

Studying is not a habit to me like in number 2. So, hardworking is not my nature, unlike ppl who r used to being hardworking since small n become part of some1. I know my friends have been high-achiever since small, n I m a 3rd world country, unlike them being developed countries.

I am happy on Guarino's sms "nevermind, we will guide u". I really like d use of "we" alto it is him sending the sms. Thanks a lot. Appreciate it.

My 3 brothers n 3 sisters, with me being d little cute, adorable, lovable(vomit) petit brother, odd one out borned in 1990, being a plane of symmetry for d equal number of boys n girls, making it d odd number 7. Hope all of us will graduate in Bath Abbey Church in 2013.

how can i b a pharmacist if i m academically not successful?

my prediction of i m successful when i m very OLD OLD (mayb tat time my son successful, not me)....but my academic got so many barriers, cabaran, dugaan, halangan till I no longer study anymore.

mayb i end up extemporaneous dispensing milo suspension in a coffee shop n mayb this is a prediction of my future of being successful...