Friday, April 30, 2010
i dont think i need to defend myself
Ppl can convince other ppl by their words or deeds in front of d ppl they want to convinced with, but in d end, it is only d intention from ur heart/良知 tat can convince God.
i dont think i need to defend myself
Ppl can convince other ppl by their words or deeds in front of d ppl they want to convinced with, but in d end, it is only d intention from ur heart/良知 tat can convince God.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
A solo self-searching
If my mood is good in this week, w/o so many obstacles happening in these few weeks, I would go BAMSA (Msian society) BBQ party , WITHOUT a second tot. It is organized by d new committee, n of coz, I have lots of fun with my friends around which d BAMSA nite really pulls all our hearts together.
Bt instead, I admit if I go BBQ, I really don’t want ppl worry about my stiffness of face to joke, smile, laugh n have fun together. So, I go Solo Jungle tracking in Breacon Beacon National Park In South Wales, in search of waterfall. N conquer a new place.
A 2nd time in UK, after leaving notts uni alone n meet 2 strangers n go notts city directly. It is nvr fun to talk while jungle track, n I m wearing a formal black leather shoes, after my sport shoes gone missing. After I go toilet when reaching destination, I saw no1 anymore. I walk straight n choose a random road(since no map), n halfway, saw ppl with map returning since d road leads deadend, n follow them then.
Out of 5 waterfalls, only manage to c 2. Bcaz d roads r blocked, bcaz there is casualty. I saw a helicopter land right in front my eyes, n I saw from far, n my reflex suddenly tell me to jump on d floor, which my reflex is very good where later all dust flew towards me. I manage to take pics with a close up helicopter landing, when driver is not around.
V attempt which roads r not blocked to d 3rd onwards, bt all is blocked. Of coz d paramedics r wearing black leather shoes s well, so I shouldn’t complain, bt I slip n fall many time. Luckily not near d cliff. D road is too rocky. D road is so narrow esp on d cliff, luckily I don’t fall. Of coz, no robe, since it is a National Park, n impossible for ppl to rope up everywhere.
And it is Godsend msg tat when d paramedics approaches d victim, a kind stranger, shouted d opposite cliff paramedics d direction, bt later, a person stops him, d victim is dead. Oh my gosh, I m grateful of 2 things:
- I am grateful I m alive n life is short
- I m grateful I leave d National Park safely. Everywhere is dangerous, of coz a National Park have higher probability of danger causing…LOL
Of coz, every1 go to National Park with family to spend over weekend, alto d water is freezing cold n ppl is prohibited bcaz strong current, no1 wish for casuality
One day jungle tracking is nvr fun w/o camping n of coz chitty chatty friends. I do some self-reflection when I get in touch with Nature. Of coz, I nvr saw any dream girl/ puteri of Wales in areas of waterfall, LOL….like in the Puteri Gunung Ledang like tat…
Really miss d fun of BBQ, n chitty chatty Malaysian friends. Bt glad they have good times with good weather s well. Sry for disappoint many who make sure every1 come for BAMSA. Congrats on d new committee. Sry tat d Prince(LOL) who cannot make it. But glad tat I don’t propogate my bad qi/negative qi to d friends I care most.
If I don’t attend some gathering, it is either I m physically unwell or emotionally unwell. Hope I m healing fast. Glad tat every1 has more share of d food, without me….LOL
Bt instead, I admit if I go BBQ, I really don’t want ppl worry about my stiffness of face to joke, smile, laugh n have fun together. So, I go Solo Jungle tracking in Breacon Beacon National Park In South Wales, in search of waterfall. N conquer a new place.
A 2nd time in UK, after leaving notts uni alone n meet 2 strangers n go notts city directly. It is nvr fun to talk while jungle track, n I m wearing a formal black leather shoes, after my sport shoes gone missing. After I go toilet when reaching destination, I saw no1 anymore. I walk straight n choose a random road(since no map), n halfway, saw ppl with map returning since d road leads deadend, n follow them then.
Out of 5 waterfalls, only manage to c 2. Bcaz d roads r blocked, bcaz there is casualty. I saw a helicopter land right in front my eyes, n I saw from far, n my reflex suddenly tell me to jump on d floor, which my reflex is very good where later all dust flew towards me. I manage to take pics with a close up helicopter landing, when driver is not around.
V attempt which roads r not blocked to d 3rd onwards, bt all is blocked. Of coz d paramedics r wearing black leather shoes s well, so I shouldn’t complain, bt I slip n fall many time. Luckily not near d cliff. D road is too rocky. D road is so narrow esp on d cliff, luckily I don’t fall. Of coz, no robe, since it is a National Park, n impossible for ppl to rope up everywhere.
And it is Godsend msg tat when d paramedics approaches d victim, a kind stranger, shouted d opposite cliff paramedics d direction, bt later, a person stops him, d victim is dead. Oh my gosh, I m grateful of 2 things:
- I am grateful I m alive n life is short
- I m grateful I leave d National Park safely. Everywhere is dangerous, of coz a National Park have higher probability of danger causing…LOL
Of coz, every1 go to National Park with family to spend over weekend, alto d water is freezing cold n ppl is prohibited bcaz strong current, no1 wish for casuality
One day jungle tracking is nvr fun w/o camping n of coz chitty chatty friends. I do some self-reflection when I get in touch with Nature. Of coz, I nvr saw any dream girl/ puteri of Wales in areas of waterfall, LOL….like in the Puteri Gunung Ledang like tat…
Really miss d fun of BBQ, n chitty chatty Malaysian friends. Bt glad they have good times with good weather s well. Sry for disappoint many who make sure every1 come for BAMSA. Congrats on d new committee. Sry tat d Prince(LOL) who cannot make it. But glad tat I don’t propogate my bad qi/negative qi to d friends I care most.
If I don’t attend some gathering, it is either I m physically unwell or emotionally unwell. Hope I m healing fast. Glad tat every1 has more share of d food, without me….LOL
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