一个也不能少

sometimes d present can b very cruel, asking a closed question like inviting having lunch or dinner together, a simple invitation, can be interpreted as something surprised, shocking, terkejut n another question is posted back "y so sudden?"

either a yes or no question can be dipersoalkan balik. an invitation without anything else can be dipersoalkan, dipertikaikan on my niat/intention, s if i ll put poison on d food or anything, i dunno.

so now, every1 cooked their lunch, i m waiting for kitchen to b empty, or else anything ll b dipertikaikan again.

ppl r very weird. sometimes, when my pot is not used n is borrowed by a housemate without permission, another housemate mempertikai, y u letting ur pot being used without ur permission, like no respect on me like tat. I m d owner of d pot, ikut suka sayalah. I x keluar bunyi, ppl around me keluar bunyi. I m not using d pot anyway, any1 is free to use, alto it is mine. Y i wanna cari pasal n ask ppl not to use my pot when i really not using tat time, n inhibit other from benefiting from it.

mayb tat's d weakness tat i possess s ppl claimed tat, oh u r too lenient, u forgive others too easily, tat's y ppl lack respect of u. i dunno, a moral virtue tat is tot by almost all religions in d world is now seem like a weakness. ur forgiveness is too easily given, tat's y it dont cost much, very cheap, CHEAP, n ppl tend to pijak on ur kepala.

ok, ppl pijak on my kepala, ppl dont respect me. tat's other ppl's fault/sin. y i should worry on it.

anyway, i ll still say thx for d comment. wat ppl say is correct in this realistic world, bt it will never make me goyah.

Almost all religions is intention-based. What u think or plan is far more important than d outcome. If u plan for goodness for all, d outcome will not deviate much, alto thing may go wrong, bt it will not deviate much.

Yes, I was borned with learning difficulty, being hyperactive, tat's y ppl keep asking, u stay d whole day at ur room, u dont study meh? I have d difficulty, since i m borned, got ppl care about it? That's y my hand shivel at times, where only true, sincere friend notice it.

Making no study progress make me really feel bad, demotivated.

At least God gives compensation on me, i m a relative good note-taker. At least my notes r being appreciated by quite some fans. I feel motivated back. I dont mind borrowing without any return or exchange. Sometimes, when exchanging of notes, ppl shoot me of having a empty notes, yes, i may lose concentration too, alto it is very low occurence, bt at times, d note-exchanger himself have also empty notes at times too, bt i nvr shoot back bcaz i know i m nowhere better. Thx for ppl who is willing to exchange note with me, regardless d one scold others or d one who sincerely help me. I m sry if in d end, d net is other giving to me, thank u, then ur merit of sharing ur net notes doesnt diminish ur word or knowledge on u, but berlimpah berkat u ll have.

I dont mind end up borrowing end up as exchange, i dont mind, kasi marah, maki hamun also ok la, very hurtful, bt........ Bt wat is worst is tat some ppl can have d privileges of borrowing stacks of stacks without question asked, no condition. i have to fulfill a whole lot of condition, n it is only applicable for me.

ppl say, ppl is afraid of this person, so no condition need to b fulfilled. feel paiseh to reject ma. okla, dont feel paiseh to reject me is alrite, i m happy in return, this means tat i m easily persuaded/easily negotiated, bcaz i understand every1 need their note.

i dont mind d condition already, s long s d conditions applicable for every1 borrowing d notes, bt it is only applicable to me. gaining of knowledge, or sharing, like wat d note-exchanger say, is possible for me, in conditions.

So, i have maki hamun phobia. I no longer dare to borrow notes out or have a long delay. it really stay in me. D pain who knows? God knows. D ppl who maki hamun other wont remember d maki hamun, bt only d victim will remember d exact word, d exact feeling for life.

I m asked not to read ppl's blog dy, in hope ppl's blog wont bcome my blog, bcaz all d berita will be about me, jz in a negative way. ppl say my reputation will drop, bcaz d reader only read d bias part of d story, by one person. But i m glad tat Bathonians knows d fact, n d most importantly, God knows d truth of any blog. Typing a lying blog is still a lie. Like Conan said, there is only one truth, only one.

Back to 想当年, I enjoy my Spain trip, but during d time, my happinees is due to my sleeping n dreaming of d UCSI times. 想当年 is really wrong. It is only 2 years ago things, it is not 30 years ago, tat i m having white hair n saying 想当年. But too bad tat ppl change too drastically. I wanna understand every1 bt i cant catch up. I do ask 2nd opinion to understand others, bt d 2nd opinion also dunno. in d end, others scold me for not understand them well enuff. Ppl keep demanding me to understand, i done my best, kena blame.

d complexity in bath is tat u give ur best, still kena maki hamun, ppl find ur small little minor thing n magnify it. Bt when others tat he dont dare to touch or dont dare to make anger on, d major thing is quickly forgiven. U r scolded not bcaz u dont take effort, bt bcz u have flaws as a human.

I keep dream n sleep where I m being treated equally, i can visit all guys room every1, room by room(alto being labelled too free). When have huge workload, I do a 2 min one by d door, at least, everyday. Can i do tat to my 7, Herbert housemate? Can i lie on d bed without scolded mengotorkan katil, jz like in UCSI? God knows.

I m envious of 66, West Ave, to have a living room, i know i sound stupid. But tat a good place to social instead of every1 staying in a big room. I dont feel d closeness of a 2nd family.

U may say i m anak manja,ya, so? I hope tat me n my 3 brothers can support each other, alto i know my support maybe useless to them.

Last year, at least i dare to call them big bro, 2nd bro, 3rd bro, now, not even berani.

I hope tat if there is any brothers who have any issue on me, can really speak out, wanna maki hamun anything tat dont like about me, i can open a 5 hours non-stop maki hamun session, to solve anything, to stop all sengketa lama, if tat can help my brother to forget about d past then 5 hours is a worth investment. I wanna offer this, bt in d end, ppl tend to tangguh problem in hope time will dilute, but it happens too slowly.

I m d person who will sit on meja bulat, meja rundingan. anything wrong then speak out. dont pendam2, dont sembunyi2.

I dare to sit n talk with some of my brothers bed n talk for hours, bt if i wanna do tat individually, i ll do tat to all, tat's my vision for 2011, hope God will listen to my prayer. Every1 bcome d adorable, cute friends tat i know.

I still rmb i can go to a friend room, opening his stationary drawer open close open close till he get annoyed n he cough a bit or say "Wheiiiii" bt in a friendly, smiley.

In ucsi, there is not much camera, bt d memory stays kukuh in my mind. I m proud to say tat all 3 brothers been to my Kangar b4, know my house situation, it is 2/3 stays in my house, n i nvr invite any1 else, not even my 2ndary friend to stay my old, rapuh house.

I sincerely hope my brother can cope well with his present condition, i dunno whether it get worsen or better, jz hope he get well, regardless with help of pharmacology onot, n there is not always one med to treat a condition, hope to help when it comes to CNS unit. Wat benefit do i get if any1 of my brothers is not feeling well? I myself is having cold n fever.hehe

Looking forward to a time where I can lie on any1's bed for 30 mins individually, everyday, to all my brother. 一个也不能少. Hope can open close open close a friend's stationary drawer, swearing to God, no intention of invading privacy, jz wanna annoy ppl around...haha

Pray hard. this is not stg new. haha

.....

I m not against ppl who wants to benefit himself, bt y in d world there is ppl who inflict pain, suffering, take advantage on other ppl for personal benefit? Is it a joy, hobby, fun to see other ppl's suffering?

promise

He say, watever I say is a promise(alto i dont start with "I promise u..."), so out of 10000 words, 1 word has weakness, i m considered a promise breaker. When he dont fulfill his words, it is not a promise, so it is perfectly fine, bcaz he dont start d sentence with "I promise u..." Being a promise breaker hater, he fulfill his promise all d time bcaz he never made one alto he break his word tat is not a promise.

Simply say is: every word tat i say is a promise but every word tat he say is not a promise. He is still a 100% perfect promise fulfiller, alto he breaks his word all d time. meaning, i m a 100& word fulfiller bcaz my word is automatically converted to promise, bt his word is jz a word, which can b break as he wish

let's get a good laugh on this....he makes me laugh too.

Hate

i know some1 who hate/pantang ppl who break promise n dont reply other ppl's sms. But I wonder did d person will hate himself when break his promise n dont reply other ppl's sms. Or d hating is jz applicable to other ppl only n not applicable to himself?

success?

ya, every1 can achieve dream, bt jz dont harm others, step on other ppl jz to achieve success n do it for own self benefit

revenge?

i wont revenge back, or else it means tat i m nowhere different from tat person.

Hell

Ppl always say hell occurs when u did a lot of sin/dosa regularly n get d punishment accummulatively after u die, which many ppl tot it is a long way to go, bt ppl never realise, hell could b d next second, where God decide to take everything tat God already give u due to ungratefulness, greed n selfishness.

Heaven n Hell

I nvr dare to critic other bcaz i feel i may do similar mistake. when some1 make a mistake, he will criticise/scold d person doing big sin, berdosa besar, fraud, not keeping promise, etc, bt when he himself do similar mistake, various excuse like: i forgot, human is imperfect, human make mistake, short term memory,etc to forgive himself n hope others do. Bt y ppl forgive oneself so easily? w/o a SELF sense of guilty, n even worse a guilty/ fear to God?

i do c wisdom being given by God to d one being bullied. N i know about d definition of Heaven n Hell thru various religions. It is not necessary to wait till after death to wait for d reward n punishment. Wat i can say, God is powerful n God is fair, just n great!

jz commenting d nature of human thru life-experience tat suddenly cross my mind. This world is a fair game. Ppl tend to seek material richness, being poisoned by excessive selfishness n greed bt forget tat these things r temporary n God can take back everything tat one have

Heaven n Hell

I nvr dare to critic other bcaz i feel i may do similar mistake. when some1 make a mistake, he will criticise/scold d person doing big sin, berdosa besar, fraud, not keeping promise, etc, bt when he himself do similar mistake, various excuse like: i forgot, human is imperfect, human make mistake, short term memory,etc to forgive himself n hope others do. Bt y ppl forgive oneself so easily? w/o a SELF sense of guilty, n even worse a guilty/ fear to God?

i do c wisdom being given by God to d one being bullied. N i know about d definition of Heaven n Hell thru various religions. It is not necessary to wait till after death to wait for d reward n punishment. Wat i can say, God is powerful n God is fair, just n great!

"幸福就是老天给什么，都是享受"-黄桐

"幸福就是老天给什么，都是享受"-黄桐 It suits with my blog theme

forgive

I choose to forgive, bcaz God gives me the power to do so, n bcaz of fear of God n Karma.

jz a tool

feel angry bcz some ppl jz treat ppl s a tool n d treatment varies with usefulness of d "tool". If a person look promising n may bring benefit in future, he/she will be treated so well n d reverse is true. Y some ppl can treat friend s just a stepping stone/ a "temporary tool" to success?

sympathy

i m alrite with person who is rude to ppl around him/her, it is forgivable, s maybe tat his/her nature to b like tat. But i m not ok with ppl who is so polite/gentle with a certain majority of ppl bt d next moment b rude a fraction minority ppl. Since he/she can b trained to b polite, y cant he/she be polite to all? Is it more easy for tat person? I sympathy tat person sometimes, have to wear a lot of masks

Flood

feel bad tat half d house is flooded n it is nothing I can do to help mum n dad during d loading n rescuing of properties. Hope I am there to ease their burdens, with a growing age of theirs.

Decision making

I consider n take Decision A, X scold me. I consider n take Decision B, Y scold me. I consider n take an intermediate of Decision A n B to satify X n Y, X n Y scold me. If i dont take Decision A n B, X n Y scold me. So wat should i do?

It is like i only have one disponsable(can use one time only) frying pan n i can only fried rice or fried noodle, combination of both, or dont fry at all. I cannot fried rice n then washed it n fried another noodle.

n d end, i m jz 老老实实地去做好本份 n i want to b fair to all, n make a win win situation. sometimes, i feel bcaz i m d one who do d decision making, n ppl tend to find flaw n purposely attack me or ppl is jz greedy to get everything. if some1 were to do d same decision, every1 ll agree with him. sometimes, it is bcaz my name is Wei Chern Ang, n if done by AAA or BBB, sure ntg happen

in d end, ppl never see d time i spend/ d effort in my brain/ d memerah otak process, b4 making tat decision. but one thing for sure: only God knows.

yes, i m not doing to please ppl. like i say, i can Integrate A into X and B into Y. bt i cannot b a hypocrite or a double standard, or like wat d chinese saying of being 2 headed snake. i ll look down on myself if i were to do tat.

Definition of miracles

It would be a miracle if I could pass my 3 credit French Stage 2A by skipping French Stage 1C. Dont blame me, Stage 1C is only offered in holiday term.

a point to share

A tips for shopping: always use a basket instead of trolley. D weight of d grocery will inhibit u from buying more n leave d shop quickly, without being attracted to something else.

要原諒一個無心傷害人的人

要原諒一個無心傷害人的人，but i think have to forgive even d one tat purposely hurt u too. some just have fun hurting others, bt in d end, let Karma n after death judge everything!

修合无人见，存心有天知

修合无人见，存心有天知

你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐

你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐

no regretssssss

Fewer n fewer dermarians, it is never 一个马来西亚, but it is always 一个也不能少 spirit. sry for cancelling d gathering organised, quite a few cant make it. havin great friends from all around d world, s v say, v cant predict future, bt if stg were to happen to me in future or even 2molo, i have no regrets.

happy chinese valentine's day

友情若是久长时 又岂在朝朝暮暮(google translate if dunno..haha)。。。。。make a change in this Chinese Valentine day, to all my friends whom i miss n miss me(LOL), it is not about d quantity of time together, bt d quality v HAD together. hope 2 c every soon, if fated

happy chinese valentine's day. this festival means distance means ntg when there is a bridge among us(now means sms, internet,fb,etc..haha) for love or familyhood or even friendship(d only ship tat never sinks). hope everyone finds their true love, either his chik nu or her niu lang.all d best :-)

sick of all the insincere. So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

if anything tat i did wrong, feel free to pull me aside, sms me, have a private session with me, warn me in any ways. i m an open suggestion box, which would address anything in few working days. i m jz trying to entertain every1 else. my style of communication may suits some, bt i know it may never suit other ppl. sry... for tat n i m never afraid to apologise n admit tat.

there is a chinese proverb "one will never know how depth he/she in d lu shan mountain, bcaz he/she is in d lu shan mountain itself". i m open for constructive critisism. practicing transparency n accountability. everyday is a lifelong learning process for me. yeah, babe!

everyday is a lifelong learning process for me. yeah, babe!

sick of all the insincere. So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

i m thankful n grateful having some honest, frank friends around, who never find fault or anything, bt is there s a friend. i dont have to mention ur name, u have my prayers.

leaving kangar at 23 n hence msia

going to KL at 23 Aug n stay there for a while b4 leave Msia. It is less than 2 weeks in Kgr, Perlis

very emo. not much packing done. dunno wat to bring also to UK. Quite emo too

i m depressed. so wat?

Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is a
sign that you have been trying to bestrong for too long. Put this as
your status if you know someone whohas or has had depression. Will you
do it and leave it on your statusfor at least an hour? Most people
won't, but it's mental health weekand... 1 in 3 of us will suffer a...t
some point in our lives. Show yoursupport :) I copied and pasted, will
you?

3 persons tat i know got : me, myself n I

me: hi
myself : ya, anything
I: hey, myself, me is calling I
myself: u have severe grammar problem, it should b end up with me
me: who is having a grandma prob, dont tell ur grandma's story here, wat is end up with me.
...myself: u know wat?
me: wat? wat?
I : i know wat?

....to b continued

i nd every1's no. i lost my no....

Still retain Malaysian old no. 017-5423859, my house no. 04-9765118 but lost all contact.What is ur hp no., tat is if u dont mind?

Thank you :-)

reaching hometown soon

reach LCCT at 14 Jun nite, reach Kangar at 16 Jun. C u all around. May have same number, bt my SIM card is lost. Save journey my friends n myself too...haha...thx for d wonderful time around :-)

How to save a life?- Grey anatomy

Being a healthcare professionals, regardless GP, pharmacist, dentist, nurse, have a common goal, saving life. Helping each other to pass our exam together is saving a potential life by preventing commit suicide cases, saving a potential life.

带我去 PERLIS！

最近大学朋友们好像都去过其他同学的家乡做客。很enjoy。

算来算去，唯独我的家乡，他们还没去。

然后他们几位就开始要求我带他们回家。

我一直斟酌，一直思考，到底要不要答应他们。

朋友，不要把我想的那么坏。
有朋友愿意来家里，我当然非常高兴。对我来说，能让朋友踏访草舍我应是兴奋不已。

但是想到，一些朋友每次从PERLIS回来后“投诉”PERLIS 闷啊！没有东西玩啊！
的确，因为PERLIS没有Mc D， 没有Starbuck，没有戏院，没有你们家乡那里的豪华气派的shopping mall，还有什么没讲（帮忙想看）。。。
ok，有什么呢？有稻田啦。然后你们就会讲，AIMST附近，吉打的稻田不是更大。看吉打的就好了，干吗要去到PERLIS。。。
还有什么呢？老街就不比你们Ipoh KL Penang 老街场够老旧，更不比Melaka 古色古香。
森林。。。不比Sarawak Sabah 那边大、那边的那样豪迈。
高楼？（嘻嘻）。我看我不用讲了。
吃leh？美食没有ipoh penang 出名或好吃。也没有什么可以媲美你们的。
天气leh？够热loh！就酱。

好像很糟hor？
我想我大概已经说出许多游过PERLIS的朋友又不敢说出的心声。
所以我不曾邀请你们来。我自卑吧。PERLIS合不上你们口味。

不是我不要答应你们，而是我实在找不到一个较体面的东西来招待你们，毕竟想到看惯大森林、大稻田、大城市、老街市、都市夜生活……的你们，我只怕你们希望落空。
坦白讲，当听到人家这样讲，我的心是很酸。
不过那是事实，尽管算，我可以接受。
但是我接受不到的是，你们既然不属于这天地的人，又勉强来到此地，然后回去诉苦。。。我觉得这样好好笑，而且我像似“折磨”了你们呆在这“鬼地方”。所以干脆不带好了。

尽管是“鬼地方”，我却更爱这地方。因为人情够。
我是来自小康之家。平凡的生活。
对我来说，大城市就好比大鱼大肉，乡下就好象粗茶淡饭。
对我来说，我更习惯粗茶淡饭，纯朴生活。更爱这样的生活。
所以这就是不适合你们的地方。

也许这里平凡，人的心也比较平定，也许与世无争。
PERLIS是PERLIS，不需要一个KL，Sarawak，Ipoh或者Melaka。

但是我情愿也谢谢你们讲实话，好过那些敷衍虚伪的巧言。


也许算是乡区，所以我有的童年你们大都没有过。
我们没有ps，没有gameboy，没有电脑，所以我们很创意，会自己创造游戏来玩。。。 congkak，bakuli，下水徒手捉鱼，捉虾，养蜘蛛，追蜻蜓，风筝，做木枪，自己生火玩mamasak（家家酒），脚车追人，兵捉贼，捉迷藏，种红毛丹、芒果、木瓜……，爬树，抓鸡，养鸡，下田--给水蛭吻我的脚，玩老鹰抓小鸡，AEIOU，鳄鱼生蛋，跳格子，丢鞋子，玩牌。。。。。
跌伤流血，破皮，鸡粪，鸟屎，烂泥，水蛭，蜜蜂，什么都玩过碰过。
所以童年的经验特别丰富，特别珍贵。我在想，无限创意是不是从这里来？因为许多创意家都有类似的童年过。

aiya，我不讲了。PERLIS就是什么都没有，但我就是最喜欢他最平凡纯朴的一面。

最后，要是你们真的有心要来，我无任欢迎。

p/s：：所以我很理解那些常常被冠以“住在树上”的东马朋友，很鄙视说那些话的那些人。太无知了。

d comment is even superb

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=388394452878&id=790983889

带我去 PERLIS！

最近大学朋友们好像都去过其他同学的家乡做客。很enjoy。

算来算去，唯独我的家乡，他们还没去。

然后他们几位就开始要求我带他们回家。

我一直斟酌，一直思考，到底要不要答应他们。

朋友，不要把我想的那么坏。
有朋友愿意来家里，我当然非常高兴。对我来说，能让朋友踏访草舍我应是兴奋不已。

但是想到，一些朋友每次从PERLIS回来后“投诉”PERLIS 闷啊！没有东西玩啊！
的确，因为PERLIS没有Mc D， 没有Starbuck，没有戏院，没有你们家乡那里的豪华气派的shopping mall，还有什么没讲（帮忙想看）。。。
ok，有什么呢？有稻田啦。然后你们就会讲，AIMST附近，吉打的稻田不是更大。看吉打的就好了，干吗要去到PERLIS。。。
还有什么呢？老街就不比你们Ipoh KL Penang 老街场够老旧，更不比Melaka 古色古香。
森林。。。不比Sarawak Sabah 那边大、那边的那样豪迈。
高楼？（嘻嘻）。我看我不用讲了。
吃leh？美食没有ipoh penang 出名或好吃。也没有什么可以媲美你们的。
天气leh？够热loh！就酱。

好像很糟hor？
我想我大概已经说出许多游过PERLIS的朋友又不敢说出的心声。
所以我不曾邀请你们来。我自卑吧。PERLIS合不上你们口味。

不是我不要答应你们，而是我实在找不到一个较体面的东西来招待你们，毕竟想到看惯大森林、大稻田、大城市、老街市、都市夜生活……的你们，我只怕你们希望落空。
坦白讲，当听到人家这样讲，我的心是很酸。
不过那是事实，尽管算，我可以接受。
但是我接受不到的是，你们既然不属于这天地的人，又勉强来到此地，然后回去诉苦。。。我觉得这样好好笑，而且我像似“折磨”了你们呆在这“鬼地方”。所以干脆不带好了。

尽管是“鬼地方”，我却更爱这地方。因为人情够。
我是来自小康之家。平凡的生活。
对我来说，大城市就好比大鱼大肉，乡下就好象粗茶淡饭。
对我来说，我更习惯粗茶淡饭，纯朴生活。更爱这样的生活。
所以这就是不适合你们的地方。

也许这里平凡，人的心也比较平定，也许与世无争。
PERLIS是PERLIS，不需要一个KL，Sarawak，Ipoh或者Melaka。

但是我情愿也谢谢你们讲实话，好过那些敷衍虚伪的巧言。


也许算是乡区，所以我有的童年你们大都没有过。
我们没有ps，没有gameboy，没有电脑，所以我们很创意，会自己创造游戏来玩。。。 congkak，bakuli，下水徒手捉鱼，捉虾，养蜘蛛，追蜻蜓，风筝，做木枪，自己生火玩mamasak（家家酒），脚车追人，兵捉贼，捉迷藏，种红毛丹、芒果、木瓜……，爬树，抓鸡，养鸡，下田--给水蛭吻我的脚，玩老鹰抓小鸡，AEIOU，鳄鱼生蛋，跳格子，丢鞋子，玩牌。。。。。
跌伤流血，破皮，鸡粪，鸟屎，烂泥，水蛭，蜜蜂，什么都玩过碰过。
所以童年的经验特别丰富，特别珍贵。我在想，无限创意是不是从这里来？因为许多创意家都有类似的童年过。

aiya，我不讲了。PERLIS就是什么都没有，但我就是最喜欢他最平凡纯朴的一面。

最后，要是你们真的有心要来，我无任欢迎。

p/s：：所以我很理解那些常常被冠以“住在树上”的东马朋友，很鄙视说那些话的那些人。太无知了。

d comment is even superb

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=388394452878&id=790983889

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我 我不明白 这个年代
怎么还能说 读好书 就会发财 好呆

thank u for d wishes, guys

thank u Jackie Ho for d lovely bday cards

thank u Carol Chang for d attempt to press my head down bt in d end get warned by me n not doing so. But thank u Yean Hui for lifting up d cake, when i m contracting hard my neck muscle to resist downwards push, but forgot tat cake can b pushed upwards to hit my face

thank u Kenny Tuang for d icing/ 爱心. Thank u Jessica Wine Lim for d lovely present. thank u Guarino Lee for reading my mind n make all d girls suspensed.

thank u Sin Yee Ong for sponsoring ur room for them n making strategy/plan b4 attacking my room. Bt d plan fail, bcaz when i go toilet, i heard Kenny Tuang n Guarino Lee sound n give some coughing sound

Last bt not least, thanks to all who spammed(jk...haha) my wall n posted so much wishes/blessing from all my facebook friends n lovely SMS from far or near.

ppl do ask me, should i be called Wei Chern or Ang, in d end, it doesnt really matter. I have 364 days of blessing/bliss, n i believe each n every1 is not celebrated on 1 day only. I know I m celebrated thruout d year, jz like sun rise,tat never fail to appear

random

in love with u is like finding pleasure in Forbidden Fruit/ mencintaimu bak mencari syurga di Buah Khuldi. W.C. Ang. (d malay version sound better)

another random stuff: d 1st thing i wanna do when i reach back malaysia is....................to maintain breathing n heart beat n walk out of d aeroplane.

thx for 祝我生日快乐/Wish Me A Happy Birthday, bathonian!!!!!

I know a max amount of 6 tag, so have to end up long story here.

Wake up n not really feeling well. mayb my head deviate temp fast due to some boldness(i forgot to wear cap during photo session, die la my image)

actually, know wat they r doing dy, really feel like saying out loud tat can postpone arr, bt dont wanna screw their plan, so have to put a bold face n hide my unwellness.

12.30pm eating normal lunch in town. i saw msg, 12.30pm, bus stop. i tot gather at town bus stop, so wonder y no ppl? i go directly to restaurant, where d party suppose to b.

no1 also. i call d girls who r already in town, they say they r coming. fine, i walk here n there n very cold outside. so i ask them who they reserve under, bcaz i really need indoor. bt....nvm

i wanna go inside telephone booth, really not feeling well. so, end up go church to attend service(bt finsihing dy). n in church, after service, a person say, "u r AAA, u r BBB, n u r not a familiar face here". so start intro myself n have some chat

anyway, then every1 leaving church, i also leave too. n saw guarino n d geng.

n a great lunch. thx to yean, carol, yean, jessica, jackie, kenny, wan joo

thx zest for d beautiful card n u really understand me(content secret, of coz...haha)

n go to wen yi's house. i dunno y i so qiong, end up being pranked. next time, ur bday, plz let other walk in front of u 1st. my advice. thx eepin n jecerlyn. i learn new thing today

n when bitting d candle, i hold d wooden table so hard, n open a stable footstep, end up, no1 prank me......LOL....so much for my preparation.

luckily d whole day end well, luckily my bday is celebrated with guarino too, n v do cooperate in some way n somewat screw some of their plan...haha, if i go alone, i cannot imagine wat happen to me

蜡烛点了
La zhu dian le
[As] The candles are blown

寂寞亮了
Ji mo liang le
Loneliness lit up

tat's y we have to blow d candle lo

i dont think i need to defend myself

Ppl can convince other ppl by their words or deeds in front of d ppl they want to convinced with, but in d end, it is only d intention from ur heart/良知 tat can convince God.

i dont think i need to defend myself

Ppl can convince other ppl by their words or deeds in front of d ppl they want to convinced with, but in d end, it is only d intention from ur heart/良知 tat can convince God.

A solo self-searching

If my mood is good in this week, w/o so many obstacles happening in these few weeks, I would go BAMSA (Msian society) BBQ party , WITHOUT a second tot. It is organized by d new committee, n of coz, I have lots of fun with my friends around which d BAMSA nite really pulls all our hearts together.

Bt instead, I admit if I go BBQ, I really don’t want ppl worry about my stiffness of face to joke, smile, laugh n have fun together. So, I go Solo Jungle tracking in Breacon Beacon National Park In South Wales, in search of waterfall. N conquer a new place.

A 2nd time in UK, after leaving notts uni alone n meet 2 strangers n go notts city directly. It is nvr fun to talk while jungle track, n I m wearing a formal black leather shoes, after my sport shoes gone missing. After I go toilet when reaching destination, I saw no1 anymore. I walk straight n choose a random road(since no map), n halfway, saw ppl with map returning since d road leads deadend, n follow them then.

Out of 5 waterfalls, only manage to c 2. Bcaz d roads r blocked, bcaz there is casualty. I saw a helicopter land right in front my eyes, n I saw from far, n my reflex suddenly tell me to jump on d floor, which my reflex is very good where later all dust flew towards me. I manage to take pics with a close up helicopter landing, when driver is not around.

V attempt which roads r not blocked to d 3rd onwards, bt all is blocked. Of coz d paramedics r wearing black leather shoes s well, so I shouldn’t complain, bt I slip n fall many time. Luckily not near d cliff. D road is too rocky. D road is so narrow esp on d cliff, luckily I don’t fall. Of coz, no robe, since it is a National Park, n impossible for ppl to rope up everywhere.

And it is Godsend msg tat when d paramedics approaches d victim, a kind stranger, shouted d opposite cliff paramedics d direction, bt later, a person stops him, d victim is dead. Oh my gosh, I m grateful of 2 things:
- I am grateful I m alive n life is short
- I m grateful I leave d National Park safely. Everywhere is dangerous, of coz a National Park have higher probability of danger causing…LOL

Of coz, every1 go to National Park with family to spend over weekend, alto d water is freezing cold n ppl is prohibited bcaz strong current, no1 wish for casuality

One day jungle tracking is nvr fun w/o camping n of coz chitty chatty friends. I do some self-reflection when I get in touch with Nature. Of coz, I nvr saw any dream girl/ puteri of Wales in areas of waterfall, LOL….like in the Puteri Gunung Ledang like tat…

Really miss d fun of BBQ, n chitty chatty Malaysian friends. Bt glad they have good times with good weather s well. Sry for disappoint many who make sure every1 come for BAMSA. Congrats on d new committee. Sry tat d Prince(LOL) who cannot make it. But glad tat I don’t propogate my bad qi/negative qi to d friends I care most.

If I don’t attend some gathering, it is either I m physically unwell or emotionally unwell. Hope I m healing fast. Glad tat every1 has more share of d food, without me….LOL

sem 1 result released n analysis

Overall congrats to all Bathonians n Mancunians on almost similar result release date. My 3 Bathonians brothers n 3 sisters passed as expected, which luckily i pass s well.

I dont really ask their result but I know a couple of bathonians having result not as expected, from my 6th sense of prediction. I really hope tat if he/she needs help beyond academic, bcaz i really dont want my 3 brothers n sisters having other problems affecting their study, like wat i m having, which is not a pleasant journey. I glad tat I helped out a person but I want to help my other brothers n sisters too, not focusing my energy on a single person. Mayb i m younger than d rest, so i have a more naive mentality(haha)

I myself have set an academic standard too low for my 3 Bathonians brothers n 3 sisters tat i myself r in danger. I promised my 3 Bathonians brothers tat i m staying with them n I dont want I end up being sent back to USM or any IPTA, which i can go back every month from Penang, while they r paying for my rent.

I admit not being a academic person bcaz:
1. I m borned hyperactive in kidnergarden n I cannot sit still to study. U dont expect me to carry notes,

walking around studying, I have motion sickness bcaz I cant even read inside a car/bus, wateva.

2. I only really start studying in my life on Form 4 n really Form 5. After SPM, I didnt touched book for 7 months, at least others got read novel, internet thingy(i know i only have dial-up n tat time my KFC dont have wifi yet). And A-level, last min, unlike my constant studying I do in SPM.

I have flashback on things, which is accurate. I flashback (jz like Chuck, a series) tat when i take a travellator in airport b4 we fly, alto i nvr take a flight in my life, not even in baby. I cannot sleep well then it means something bad will happen 2molo, which is ALWAYS true(n i m facing tat kinda incident w/o a good sleep n make thing more worse)

I got a major flashback tat really stick to my mind:

"I will be successful in life, no doubt. But I may not be successful in my academic life. "

So wat is this? I dont wanna screw up my academic life. Then, who is helping my 3 brothers paying the rent? I want to graduate in Bath bcaz i wanna prove my flashback in d 2nd part, wrong.

My result is passed but a critical, dangerous, wind blow, i will drop.

Studying is not a habit to me like in number 2. So, hardworking is not my nature, unlike ppl who r used to being hardworking since small n become part of some1. I know my friends have been high-achiever since small, n I m a 3rd world country, unlike them being developed countries.

I am happy on Guarino's sms "nevermind, we will guide u". I really like d use of "we" alto it is him sending the sms. Thanks a lot. Appreciate it.

My 3 brothers n 3 sisters, with me being d little cute, adorable, lovable(vomit) petit brother, odd one out borned in 1990, being a plane of symmetry for d equal number of boys n girls, making it d odd number 7. Hope all of us will graduate in Bath Abbey Church in 2013.

how can i b a pharmacist if i m academically not successful?

my prediction of i m successful when i m very OLD OLD (mayb tat time my son successful, not me)....but my academic got so many barriers, cabaran, dugaan, halangan till I no longer study anymore.

mayb i end up extemporaneous dispensing milo suspension in a coffee shop n mayb this is a prediction of my future of being successful...

Note to self:

Note to self:

1. I cannot expect/force others to practise/accept that good deeds will have good Karma/return but wrongdoings will have bad Karma/punishment, sooner or later in life, which cannot be avoided. . 善有善报,恶有恶报,不是不报,时机未到.

tat's y ppl keep complaining y rich corrupted ppl still live healthy n energetic.....,but who can predict 2molo?

, but i know tat me myself have to practise my own principle that I held since small, regardless others practising or not.

2. I cannot expect/force others to believe/accept God, but i know tat me myself have to hold my own principle, to b fear to God/ judgement day after I die, regardless others believe in God or not.

3. I cannot expect/force others to practise honesty/truthfulness, to share good things around, but i know tat me myself have to practise it, regardless others practising or not.

4. Ppl can continue to mistreat me but me myself cannot change my principle bcaz of tat.

5. Dont use other ppl's wrongdoings to torture urself. U have tried best to correct some1, if tat person dont wanna listen, then u have done ur part. If he continue to continue his wrongdoing, u done ur best. He have to face consequence of his wrongdoing, not d one advising.

6. To achieve number 4, mayb when some1 slap me on my face, i shouldnt get angry, but smile back SINCERELY(tat's d point), wishing the person, may him be well n happy, n let him slap d other side, if he wish. At a certain point, he will be defeated by himself. Loving-kindness is the greatest weapon in any world war n as a revenge for some1 who mistreat us. V fight violent using loving-kindness.

messy room

人言落日是天涯，望极天涯不见她．已恨碧山想阻隔，碧山还被暮山隔



众里寻她千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在吾之心深处


Oh, don’t worry too much, I found my missing notes dy in my messy room..after a long time searching

my name's fate

洪 伟政 的內在想法

*有時很有主見，但有時又缺乏主見
*想法很容易被他人動搖，內心世界中會不時的搖擺不定
*想得比較久遠，危機意識比較高
*沒什麼耐性，容易中途放棄
*原則常常在變，要求他人比自己多

洪 伟政 的外在行為

*喜歡動腦，不喜歡動手動勞力
*很討厭失敗的感覺，所以在做事前會想得很多很久
*對自己很有自信，不會在意別人來懷疑自己
*只會關心比較關於自己的事，其它都笑笑的帶過
*當自己成功時會很愛現

Tak nak

Tak nak 财色名食睡

Tak nak 贪、嗔、痴

少欲知足 知足常乐

airasia promo again(not really)

I bought single trip Sun 13 Jun 2010, 2355 hrs (11:55PM) from London to KL....355 pound

mental health

besides being physically unwell, i think i m having mentally unwell too....i got some sign of symptoms s indicated by bpsa conference....i need rest, i need peace, i need calm.

unwell.

Dear my Bathonians friend, only sms me for these few days, instead of intercom me. I having a fever, scracty throat, weak body n pain in d backbone. Stay away from me to prevent being infected.

It is ok i suffer alone rather than a mass suffering by others.

A Pocketful Of Sunshine in Plymouth

We would like to appreciate Zest Tan and his aunt for a pocket, a pocketful of sunshine. Thank you for take us away: A secret place.A sweet escape: Take us away.Take us away to better days.Take us away: A higher place.


Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine

A walk to remember, it is, indeed.

a broken heart instead of an angry heart

When we had hurt someone's feeling, the work is done. There's no way to reverse it, and even if you try to compensate the wrong doing, the effect is there and will always be there. It can be clarified in a simple situation that we all faced in our lives. When we had lied or back-stab someone, for example a friend, he or she would get hurt and refused to talk to you. Then, when we get to know about it, and tried to make further explanation or even apologies, the wound is still there.

Even if you have succeeded at the later part, you actually have lost the days that you have actually can have fun and talk and share the life with her, also the optimum productivity of yours to complete your daily routine effectively.

Thus, we must think wisely and be responsible to what we had done to minimize the error which with or without intentionally

死亡，是无情的，它一直都在我们的身旁，一个一个地把身旁的人给催眠去了.仇恨以不重要了，毕竟它只会带来更大的伤痛。恨一个人可真的不容易，不如选择忘了过错给大家一个机会从新开始，来个好的发展。

quoted from my friend's MJ's private blog. yes, u get angry on some1, but sometimes it is disappointment n frustration on times, bcaz u have expectation on a friend. if tat person is not our friend, we will straight away ignore a stranger.

sometimes, we focus on making our friend get less angry on us, but y we never think of y on the 1st place we make d friend angry?(with exception of emo-swing cases) y v dont take d TAKE ACTION n correct ourselves so tat we wont make d same mistake in future.....mayb that's y tat friend is disappointed, instead of angrying.

v jz focus on solving d anger n tat's all. but y v cannot focus on d process n do some self-reflection?

Life is short, i have to constantly remind myself.

小壁虎的生命教育

新年前夕，我带领四岁的小朋友进行班上的大扫除。连扫把也还无法握稳的这班小瓜，对这些扫扫抹抹，擦擦洗洗的功夫最欢喜不过了，对他们来说仿佛就是一件很好玩的事儿。对啊，做家事就该要有他们这样的心情才对嘛！

打扫过程中，亦莎发现了一只小壁虎的尸体。我把它捡了起来，并在打扫工作完毕后，与孩子们来个集体讨论，看看该如何处理这只死壁虎。

大家好奇观看了一轮后，祖闻发言了：“不要把它丢进垃圾桶里，它很可怜！”亦莎听了也一脸怜惜地回应：“那把它放进冰箱里吧！”。

听了亦莎的建议，我说：“这只壁虎已经死了，不会再长大了。它身上的肉会慢慢腐烂、生虫。如果放在冰箱的话，壁虎身上的虫以及细菌就会弄到冰箱里其他的食物，我们吃了会生病！”

可爱的亦莎听了这番话后，溜了溜她的小眼珠说：“我们把它放在market里卖，我看过有人卖！”卖？我一时困惑。但经她进一步的描述，才获悉她所指的应该是市场上所卖的咸鱼及江鱼仔！

祖闻及时反应：“不可以，如果别人买来吃怎么办？它有细菌，不可以吃！”

亦莎一脸无辜样说：“那把它放在水里......”

祖闻又有异意了：“不可以养的，它会生虫，有细菌！嗯...不如把它放在树上面，让小鸟吃！”

沉静了许久的雨璇也搭腔了：“我们把它放在石头里面！”

祖闻顿有所悟：“啊，就埋在泥土里面吧！”

在旁的我觉得祖闻提的两点建议是蛮有建设性的，于是便向大家提问，征求大家意见，看看是要把壁虎尸体放在树上让鸟吃；还是让它入土为安。大部分的孩子举手赞成要将壁虎埋在泥土里。我想多知道孩子们的想法，于是便进一步寻问，为何觉得这样的处理比较理想？祖闻回答说：“壁虎们都喜欢去泥土里，把它埋在泥土里的话，它的阿公阿嬷、爸爸妈妈就可以在那边找到它了！”哦，原来这是孩子所关心的。在他的想法里，这只小壁虎去世了，至亲的家人见不到它一定会着急担心。将它埋在泥土里，就可以让家属们有机会见上它一面，这是多么细腻善良的心思。

我接纳了孩子的想法，并补充道：“这只壁虎虽然死了，没有生命了，但当它被埋在泥土里时，它的身体会慢慢变成泥土的营养，让花草树木长高、长壮！”

有了结论后，我们一行人来到户外的草地上，用小铲子挖了个洞，轻轻的将壁虎放进去。我带领孩子们进行了一项简单的祝愿及告别仪式，个个孩子认真的和壁虎说拜拜。这只小壁虎就在一人一把土的祝福下，渐渐消失在我们的眼前......

那一天午觉醒来后，祖闻一睁开眼，第一句话就问我说“老师，那花长高了没？”花？哦.....明白了！嘴角露出了微笑的我，看着祖闻这张单纯善良的脸蛋说：“我的宝贝，没这么快，需要时间。或许新年后回来再看看泥土上的那朵小花，就知道它有没有长高了。”这孩子听了有点按耐不住地说：“啊，要等这么久啊？！”哈哈，真是超可爱的小瓜！

人性是否本善我无法确定告诉您。但我相信越单纯洁净的内心，越是容易对许多人、事、物生起关怀与爱护。这或许是我们许多成人随着年岁历练的增长而逐渐遗失了的一块，或是早已对许多有关生命的点滴感到麻木而无动于衷。

这一天，这只生命已来到终点的小壁虎遇上了这一群单纯善良的孩子，它还是称得上幸运的，因为孩子们给于它的死亡尊严，这是基于对生命态度的一种尊重。埋在土里，让它化为春泥更护花，继续展现生命的价值。

小壁虎，一路好走！

citation: http://www.meetbuddhist.com/space.php?uid=511&do=blog&id=2212

finding a lost thing.......

I would appreciate tat any important info is done by sms after failing to call me. Even on my room itself on same position, my handphone have a very high or very low signal at times. Or intercom me at 20316733....thx


this could save the owner of a lost property a hell lot of worry where he put his stuff n searching

nyway, i appreciate my friends who keep the lost property for me, at least i save my petrol going there

Happy chinese new year to my dear reader

Happy Chinese New Tiger Year....hope everyone having a wonderful time with family. For those who r abroad, hope technology takes u home s well. Happy V-day too. But y celebrate V-day, if u already assume other half s part of d family, then celebrate Chinese New Year, with him n her. Who cares about V-day, when u r in love, everyday is V-day

Malaysian best

Finally, Malaysia have a referee in the 2010 FIFA World Cup, Subkhiddin Mohd Salleh.

clown

clown is some1 who entertain others happily but deep down, he cannot even entertain himself

I get MAD til 01022010(Mancunian Appreciation Day)

c d title, know d meaning. I know 1 Feb is Malaysian Federal Teritory Day, Aylwin's birthday, etc. I m confident, u can put many type of festival n set a lot of festival on a day.

Thanks Manchunian Chao Yi, Geng Wai Mama, Mei Chi, Yun Yi, Wan Hui, Aileen, Kelin n not forgetting Cardiffian Desiree for d hospitality, patience(on our Bathonian behaviour, or is it me alone?...haha), sincerity, time n effort tat is put in when 7 Bathonians suddenly pops up in ur Hall. Really appreciate it. Good luck in all ur studies n all d best.

It is awesome trip. It is sometimes not d destination tat matter, but d journey/friends tat accompany u.

thanks for bearing d "abnormality" tat bathonians caused.

"sorry" doesnt seem to b d hardest word, as claim by Blue, but "goodbye"

That moment ll b d memory tat is worth being reminded again n again for years to come

We managed to be strong n leave without crying. Good luck in all ur studies n all d best.

Do come to Bath, v r always here for u all

Not to forget Desiree s well, without her, we have been frozen to death in d Cardiff transit.

Like how i say to CCE, many things done by me very VERY negligible compared to many sacrificies tat is brought up by others, esp done behind d scenes, mine one 算得了什么

in this world, from my Grandma babysit me when my parents, both of them need to work, till 2ndary school till now, i dunno how many ppl have been contributing a HELL LOT for me....i always take, take n take, not much giving is given...

i really appreciate wat others done for me....i admit i m not a person who say thank you often, but sometimes, after one day, i regret not sayin tat. bcaz sometimes we tot doing favour for each other for a close friend bcome very natural...

I cannot say tat MAD is only for Mancunian, actually Londoner too,have provide shelter for us, bypass tight security of University of London Intercollegiate Hall. They r risking their rights of staying in hostel, for friendship.But in d end, they didnt show off or expect much or balasan. And Londoners work hard for Italy trip s well.

Even in 2ndary school, i dont have a motorbike but still wanna take d license. If it is not for a generosity of a female friend, alto not very close, borrowing me her Honda Cup to have a last min practise, i never even have a motorbike license b4 i come to UCSI n may retake on Sem Break during A level, which i may forget how to ride a motorbike, like now
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Every year, 1 Feb, I ll take some time off(after lect) to appreciate d surrounding friends tat have help me thruout my lifelong journey. W/o them, who m i?

N not forgetting Aylwin, bcaz actually he plan d whole journey of Italy, which is superb n i know it consumed a lot of time n effort n judging dilemma of travelling schedule...it is not an easy task indeed

感恩every1

every 1 Feb, every year i ll get MAD, so dont kacau me tat day...haha

my own ruling b4 blogging

of coz writting a blog is an opinion-based, so i would be happy n ready to face consequence n being critised if i write thing tat is not very accurate.

writing a blog is better than a diary is bcaz
1. paper-saving
2. if i have crooked mind on a matter, my fellow readers can correct me n bring me back to d right path, so tat i can have 正思维( d name of my group last time during form 5 Buddhism Quiz) again.

no1 is perfect, but i cannot use tat excuse to make mistakes.

of coz this blog cannot be 报喜不报忧, meaning cannot only report good stuff n ignoring in positiving d -ve stuff that happen in my life

i ll post up good article/quote to share....i did tat in facebook, but later when i want to find it again, it is lost...so i can refer back in future

i m ready to accept, having an open blog, there ll b readers who r there to read but ll not correct my misleading 思维/perception...but i do appreciate any feedback, not necessary thru reply here, but intercom me/facebook private msg/email /skype or anything

it is a memory diary basically to record n refer back my past memory, in case i m down or anything in future

this may b a not active blog, like how d owner is....but copy paste good article/quote wont take long, i guess, rather than typing one

i m typing on now bcaz it is a week break b4 sem 2, n i m too free, i guess